Heart Personified

“Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.” I could remember these lines from Bible when I was reading Elect by Rachel Van Dyken ---                    "It's not about me, man. It's about her. I'm not going to put her between us. Hell, I'm not even going to let it get between you and me. It's her, it's always been her, it's about her. Hell if I'm going to sit here and throw a fit for wanting something that doesn't want me back. She loves you? Fine. Because Chase. It's never been about my wants or my needs. I can't live if she's unhappy. I can't breathe if she's upset. If being with you brings her that peace, then I want you to have her." Isn

There is no darkness darker than itself but perhaps a light brighter than its true self. I wish to show it you someday but it is only a glow within.  A crumb to begin with that evenly spreads to the dazzle of a wholesome day, conquering every dark corner with a hopeful glow and drowning to its depth every possible reason of grief; the moment I see contentment in colors and sounds of a soulful laughter, befall your full moon face. And precisely then, in all my life, I know my soul bathing in things brighter than the light itself. In my consciousness, I call it Happiness. 

"Are you not going to maths tuition today?" She was curious. "No thinking not to go as I will be late after accounts tuition. You should attend because you haven't completed the previous chapter of Permutation yet which I have already done." He informed her with a lot concern about her studies. "But I never went to maths tuition when you were not there. Fine I'm also not going" "This is about your studies, exam is knocking at our door. I want you to get good grades in maths." He tried to convince her.  "But...hmm..." She was actually not happy. "I can only see you during maths tuition. Otherwise you know we don't have any chance to meet." "Fine I'll come. Don't worry. I Love You. But don't forget to cover your ears when you come, it's really cold outside. I always tell and you always forget."                                             **************************

I think I am not among those who can give you all the happiness of life. I cannot even promise to give you a smooth going relation... Because yeah its true I'm a bit rude, bit arrogant, bit egoist...bit mean and misunderstanding sometimes.. But yeah I promise you after you get mid aged, you'll not feel our relation monotonous, I assure you our life wont be boring with each other... I'll will fight with you every time and would give you the chance of getting angry. And I'll come after you to make you up, to bring a big smile after those teary eyes...and then Romancing! Whenever you say, "I don't want to be with you, go away!" I'll just hug you and say," Oye! Now you are not young anymore! So stop talking big cause you wont find any good guy at this age! :D " :) And there would be many more such incidents which will revive us always and make us both fall in Love again and again...

"I don't want to be with you anymore. Just leave me alone. At least I will have some peace in life better than this everyday fighting on every topic. We don't have any understanding." She complained with anger and tears in her eyes. "You know only this sentence to repeat whenever we have fight because you know I can't stay without you. Come let me hug you tight." He replied keeping all his ego aside. "Don't touch me. I hate you." "And I love you the most." "Hmm. I love you too may be that is why I only repeat the sentence whenever we fight." She replied by knowing in her heart it is impossible for her to stay without him. They know how much they fight at last they need each other's shoulder to cry. More they fight, they get a reason to love. May be that is love for them.