Heart Personified

She hated the way he blamed her. He hated the way she blamed him.  Both of them blocked each other.  She regretted for blaming him. He regretted for blaming her.  Was that Love for them? 

Whenever I visited her, in the noon time we used to watch web-shows together, sitting on a pair of vintage wooden arm chairs, at her place. We hung out like that almost every week. I used to be more alive on that one particular day than the entire week. To be honest I was least interested in watching anything when she stayed beside. Of course she was so engrossed into the screen, Korean dramas were her "thing".  I remember one such incident where I would push my chair back enough to disappear from her sight. I did that just to lean back totally and watch her from the side without her notice. I know how cutely she would get irritated when I don't watch the show with her. But how could I explain that observing her quietly was my favourite. I tried to learn every small detail about her like I was reading a book, so well if I just shut my eyes she happened to appear in high definition. Sometimes I would sulk the way I was being ignored completely. Then I would get close enoug...

There was no electricity in the house, the Sun was about to set, it was getting Dark, the surroundings were still Cold due to the heavy downpour last night. As I was sitting in the Dark, lonely corner of the room, Spotify was playing songs on the bluetooth speaker that was kept at some distance, on a table. I was gazing outside the window across the room, quietly. Watching the trees, a distant lit street lamp and a small portion of Dark violet Sky. A song queued and started playing.  "Mere Bina main, rehne laga hoon Teri hawaon mein, behne laga hoon Jaane main kaise, Tera hua hoon Mujhe to lagta hai main shayad tere dil ki dua hoon,  Tujhko jo paaya, Toh jeena aaya..." Suddenly it felt that those lyrics and the acoustic tune of the song matches my mood perfectly. As the lyrics went on, it unfolded a lot of memories along with it. Memories that were once the most beautiful reality. Memories that were still crossing my mind everyday. My mouth dried up, e...

Sitting on the bed, I was engrossed in my laptop. I had just finished my morning study routine. It was leisure time now, I went through the news, while music played. Numerous thoughts were being processed and stored in the mind all at once. It’s similar to the “Recent Apps” menu on cell phones. Several apps are running in the memory, in the background. Right now I was sure about three of them. One was the news, White House unfollowed six Indian Official’s Twitter accounts including the Prime Minister, the PMO and the Indian President. Second was Youtube, where songs were being played from 'Recommended'. And third was You. The song “Shayad” from Love aaj kal 2 was about to end, I went to hit ‘next’ to “Yeh Dooriyan.” I must say I disliked it previously, but eventually it grew on me. On the other side, they explained,"during the time of a presidential visit, the account typically follows for a short time, the host country's officials to retweet their messages...

You are the breeze, during the month of June, to sooth the trees, the earth and the world from the scorching heat, you bring those cry of relief. You are first drop of rain, falling on the forehead, shifting the gaze up, while the lips widen to smile, you are that joy. You are the sound of a down pour, which could be felt under the skin, one could sit and hear your music the whole day, the calmness you bring, you are the peace. You are the smile of a child, when they are given a toy, the sheer happiness with which they widen their eyes, baffled with their new possession, you are the innocence of their face. You are the span between each second of time, as the clock tick-tocks, the world enlightens in that space, you are an experience. You are the strength of a man, the drive which would make him conquer his dreams with you by his side, you are the motivation. You are the memories, which pushes one to a feeling, unparalleled, indescribable, senses all heightened, you are that swee...

When you feel as though you can't go on and wish to raise your hands to surrender, when you feel frustrated that what's before you is beyond your capabilities, and even if we ultimately come with nothing, having to face defeat with empty hands, I wish, by your side, there will always be me.

"Are you sure we are going to do this? If your parents come to know?" She was very confused and was even more scared. "Will you stop taking tension unnecessarily? I want to go out somewhere with you. Can you believe this that we have never went to a date in our more than one year of relationship? I really want to go and please don't mess this plan with your tension. I have already bought the tickets for Breaking Dawn 2 now don't tell me because of your stupid tension I need to waste it. Now I don't want to talk about this anymore, we have discussed enough. We are going and that is final." He was irritated and nervous too but still was trying to give her courage to execute their plan.                                             ***************************** "You are looking nice but suddenly why are you wearing glasses?" He smiled curiously. "Thank you and doctor pre...

You know what you are? A lover,  who loves passionately, that passion can be felt in your breath. You intensify the definition of Love. You personify your heart. You care so selflessly, you give a meaning to the relation. A Friend, who loves to laugh in happiness of others And cry in others pain. You set up a strong bond as a friend because you have an understanding which hardly anyone possesses. No one is as better than you in keeping friendship. A Daughter, who never needs to be told what you should do for your family, you get things done before people can even remind you. You pull up your responsibility for them even without thinking where your health give up because you have a strong soul. A Good Human, i don't really need to say anything on this. You have sympathy for even enemies of yours. You are willing to help anyone at anytime. You never back off from your humanity. That's what makes you different from others. All these roles you've played...and many mo...

“Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.” I could remember these lines from Bible when I was reading Elect by Rachel Van Dyken ---                    "It's not about me, man. It's about her. I'm not going to put her between us. Hell, I'm not even going to let it get between you and me. It's her, it's always been her, it's about her. Hell if I'm going to sit here and throw a fit for wanting something that doesn't want me back. She loves you? Fine. Because Chase. It's never been about my wants or my needs. I can't live if she's unhappy. I can't breathe if she's upset. If being with you brings her that peace, then I want you to have her." Isn...

There is no darkness darker than itself but perhaps a light brighter than its true self. I wish to show it you someday but it is only a glow within.  A crumb to begin with that evenly spreads to the dazzle of a wholesome day, conquering every dark corner with a hopeful glow and drowning to its depth every possible reason of grief; the moment I see contentment in colors and sounds of a soulful laughter, befall your full moon face. And precisely then, in all my life, I know my soul bathing in things brighter than the light itself. In my consciousness, I call it Happiness. 

"Are you not going to maths tuition today?" She was curious. "No thinking not to go as I will be late after accounts tuition. You should attend because you haven't completed the previous chapter of Permutation yet which I have already done." He informed her with a lot concern about her studies. "But I never went to maths tuition when you were not there. Fine I'm also not going" "This is about your studies, exam is knocking at our door. I want you to get good grades in maths." He tried to convince her.  "But...hmm..." She was actually not happy. "I can only see you during maths tuition. Otherwise you know we don't have any chance to meet." "Fine I'll come. Don't worry. I Love You. But don't forget to cover your ears when you come, it's really cold outside. I always tell and you always forget."                                             **********...

I think I am not among those who can give you all the happiness of life. I cannot even promise to give you a smooth going relation... Because yeah its true I'm a bit rude, bit arrogant, bit egoist...bit mean and misunderstanding sometimes.. But yeah I promise you after you get mid aged, you'll not feel our relation monotonous, I assure you our life wont be boring with each other... I'll will fight with you every time and would give you the chance of getting angry. And I'll come after you to make you up, to bring a big smile after those teary eyes...and then Romancing! Whenever you say, "I don't want to be with you, go away!" I'll just hug you and say," Oye! Now you are not young anymore! So stop talking big cause you wont find any good guy at this age! :D " :) And there would be many more such incidents which will revive us always and make us both fall in Love again and again...

"I don't want to be with you anymore. Just leave me alone. At least I will have some peace in life better than this everyday fighting on every topic. We don't have any understanding." She complained with anger and tears in her eyes. "You know only this sentence to repeat whenever we have fight because you know I can't stay without you. Come let me hug you tight." He replied keeping all his ego aside. "Don't touch me. I hate you." "And I love you the most." "Hmm. I love you too may be that is why I only repeat the sentence whenever we fight." She replied by knowing in her heart it is impossible for her to stay without him. They know how much they fight at last they need each other's shoulder to cry. More they fight, they get a reason to love. May be that is love for them.

Life is Uncertain. Sometimes it shows you bright daylight of happiness and sometimes dark scary night of disappointment. A point where you are crushed under the pressure from your surrounding. Its just a test of patience. Often people have no choice but to give up their strength. And not because the pressure is too much but because they face the same thing each time. When your relation is in the verge of end its difficult to believe that... you look for reasons... you look for opportunity to make everything okay! Yeah its tough... not impossible...just from heart try to be with them... I'm sure all will be okay...and when it don't.. then cry as much as you can.. and let your partner go... because then either you both need space and time... or else you don't Deserve them.

Love... ♡♡♡ Its just not a word... it defines millions of feelings for a person who is the closest to you. What is love?... If someone asks me so... I would say... your smile is love... its the reason I fell for you. The smile which can erase any pain of heart, any stress of mind... Love is your talk... like a child, innocent, yet stupid! Love is when you had tears in eyes when I dared proposing you in public! Love is when I had to work hard and convince you to say me "I love you too" , you were so shy! Love is when I hurt myself just because I hurt you in your heart! Love is when I try to hold your hands in public and you blush... Love is when you screamed in joy after seeing the three layered heart handmade card by me... Love is when we traveled together in a rickshaw and I was scared that i may fall but you were holding my hands and keeping me calm... Love is when I fulfilled the challenge of coming your home to get a peck on my cheek. Love is when we fight a...

People have lots of misunderstandings in life.. some big some small... Few shake the bases of relations and few gets over with a simple hug.. its doesnt matter whether the situation stands big or small... its just how you handle it... keeping a slightest ego and sticking to your point may take you to hell of problems...whearas forgetting things and smiling off may bring surprising happiness you never expected... so just grab up your seat with the coolness of your head and drive through the way calmly... may you're relation be saved from the disasterous accidents you might regret later..!  Js think abt it! Save your pearls of pearl moments!

Crying is sometimes good. It releases the pressure in your heart, weight on your soul. It makes your mind light and cools up your body. It sometimes reduces the pain you felt or feeling... But what if you can't cry only? What if your lips get sealed and you can't cry aloud? What if you want to shed some tears and your eyes don't allow them to fall? That's when your heart is crying! And you cannot cry.. Just console your heart and try to do something which your heart loves the most... make it enjoy... make it feel good... I am sure your heart would stop weeping and smile again... ! Just Try! ♥

Life isn't just about spending it. Its about living it... evaluating each seconds of it and feeling the vibes in the heart.. And your presence have always produced those vibe in here... It thrills this 'beating blood muscle,' whenever it senses you. Fast pacing or skips some beats...! I guess you have the key to my heart... I am right! You make me live my life...

My heart  has been personified today... it speaks of the feelings, the moment it spent, the stimulation and impulse created by love... Today my heart speaks of the time it noticed the smile on her face. She, the lady of my  life, smiled the way cool wind breezes over the bare skin, shakes my heart till the core... and ended up admiring dose blooming lips...breaking in smiles of heaven...